{"id":352638,"date":"2026-09-03T15:14:37","date_gmt":"2026-09-03T19:14:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/?p=352638"},"modified":"2026-09-03T15:36:45","modified_gmt":"2026-09-03T19:36:45","slug":"the-pain-was-always-there-but-i-was-just-living","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/post\/the-pain-was-always-there-but-i-was-just-living\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cThe Pain Was Always There, but I Was Just Living\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div style=\"border-left: 7px solid #365b81; height: 25%; padding: 21px;\"><big>Even though I followed a religion, no one helped me there. No one helped me. I would always go to the temple.<\/big><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\nWe went to this priest, and he told me my life was not changing because I needed to pray to these two deities. I said, \u201cOkay, I&#8217;ll do it. I want a better life!\u201d I even used to take my kids to the temple.<\/p>\n<p>Depression was always there; the anger was always there. The pain was always there. But I was just living.<\/p>\n<p>So then I went to this big church, and I was not accepted. It&#8217;s a Christian church, but I wasn&#8217;t accepted.<\/p>\n<p>I was crying. I said, \u201cEven the Lord&#8217;s home rejected me.\u201d I have never been so rejected, because you are rejected by a church!<\/p>\n<p>I was walking, and my kids said, \u201cMom, let&#8217;s go, let&#8217;s go.\u201d I was crying on the road. I said, \u201cLord, take all three of us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>When I was walking on the road, I ended up close to <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/locations\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Universal Church<\/a><\/span>. Then I saw the pastor, and they were giving out the pamphlets.<\/p>\n<p>From the time I entered that church, I felt relief. I didn&#8217;t know why I was crying. They were talking, and as they looked at me, I was crying. I didn&#8217;t know why I was crying. The girls were crying. Then I continued going there.<\/p>\n<p>Today I have no anger, no pain. I feel forgiveness in my heart. I have peace of mind, and I can tell people that Jesus is real!<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-352645 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2026\/09\/73f428c4-f0b7-4c23-a16b-561272ab60f7-300x187.png\" alt=\"\u201cThe Pain Was Always There, but I Was Just Living\u201d\" width=\"300\" height=\"187\" srcset=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2026\/09\/73f428c4-f0b7-4c23-a16b-561272ab60f7-300x187.png 300w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2026\/09\/73f428c4-f0b7-4c23-a16b-561272ab60f7-1024x637.png 1024w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2026\/09\/73f428c4-f0b7-4c23-a16b-561272ab60f7-768x478.png 768w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2026\/09\/73f428c4-f0b7-4c23-a16b-561272ab60f7-318x198.png 318w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2026\/09\/73f428c4-f0b7-4c23-a16b-561272ab60f7.png 1457w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/>My husband and I renewed our vows, and then my finances changed with my tithes and my offerings.<\/p>\n<p>And then I started to get bigger and bigger, and I&#8217;m getting bigger and bigger. And then I&#8217;m moving and moving, and I still keep moving.<\/p>\n<p>Jesus is the only way. He is good for your pain and your sorrows. He doesn&#8217;t judge you.<\/p>\n<p>While I was in my serious pain, I didn&#8217;t know the Bible. But I knew three things: knock, and it should open; seek, and you should find; and ask, and it shall be given to you.<\/p>\n<p>No religion solves the problem. None. But I found Jesus, and He solved the problem. He is my experience.<\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;re looking for Jesus, please come to <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/locations\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Universal Church<\/a><\/span>. He&#8217;s here waiting for you.<\/p>\n<p>Just give Jesus a chance. Just open your heart and give Him a chance. He will definitely find you.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u2014Sharon<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Even though I followed a religion, no one helped me there. No one helped me. I would always go to the temple. &nbsp; We went to this priest, and he told me my life was not changing because I needed to pray to these two deities. I said, \u201cOkay, I&#8217;ll do it. 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