{"id":348993,"date":"2025-09-22T19:09:55","date_gmt":"2025-09-22T23:09:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/?p=348993"},"modified":"2025-12-12T15:04:17","modified_gmt":"2025-12-12T20:04:17","slug":"i-was-having-panic-attacks-every-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/post\/i-was-having-panic-attacks-every-day\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cI Was Having Panic Attacks Every Day\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div style=\"border-left: 7px solid #365b81; height: 25%; padding: 21px;\"><big>I found myself depressed. I was addicted to alcohol, cigarettes, and weed. I also had a lot of hatred towards my stepfather.<\/big><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>My father was an alcoholic, so my mother divorced him. Then it was always my mom and three siblings. She decided to get married again, and my stepfather was very violent, which was very traumatic to me. So I grew up hating him.<\/p>\n<p>Fast forward, I tried weed and found it to be relaxing. To me, it was like an anesthesia, so that for that time being, I would forget my home drama.<\/p>\n<p>I met my first husband in this environment, who is the father of my daughter. He was a Reggae musician, and I thought, \u201cThat\u2019s great! I will be able to smoke forever now!\u201d So we got together, and then I came to know <a href=\"https:\/\/nida.nih.gov\/research-topics\/mdma-ecstasy-molly\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">ecstasy.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>I was having <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nimh.nih.gov\/health\/publications\/panic-disorder-when-fear-overwhelms\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">panic attacks<\/a> every day. In search of a solution, I was doing meditation, going to psychics, and drugs and alcohol\u2014none of that was helping.<\/p>\n<p>Then my brother said, \u201cAre you willing to go to church with us?\u201d I was a little resistant, but I accepted. And then I sat there at <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/locations\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Universal Church<\/a><\/span>, and this pastor was very bold; that was one thing that really got my attention.<\/p>\n<p>I was listening to the way he talked about God, an Almighty God who can do everything. It was very different, and I thought, \u201cOk, I want this God.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I didn\u2019t say anything to my brother; I just kept quiet, absorbing everything. The pastor said, \u201cIf you come for <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/post\/chain-of-prayer-2\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">90 days<\/a><\/span> and obey what is in the Bible, if your life doesn\u2019t change, you don\u2019t need to come anymore.\u201d I thought, \u201cThis is bold.\u201d So I decided to believe in everything I read in the Bible.<\/p>\n<p>The first change that happened was that I did not want to smoke anymore. The panic attacks were gone. As the Word of God was coming to me, I was being healed.<\/p>\n<p>Then I was taught that I had to <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/tag\/forgiveness\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">forgive<\/a><\/span> my stepfather and also ask for forgiveness. I said, \u201cAsk forgiveness for what? I did not do anything.\u201d I understood then that I needed to do so because I hated him.<\/p>\n<p>It was a process, but it was pretty quick. Within six months, we were already chatting. I asked my stepfather to forgive me for hating him, and he asked for my forgiveness.<\/p>\n<p>I was not aware of the <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/tag\/the-holy-spirit\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Holy Spirit<\/a><\/span> when I first came to church. I had heard my brother talk about the Holy Spirit, but I never really paid attention before.<\/p>\n<p>However, I started to have an understanding of His existence and sought Him wholeheartedly. So, I received the <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/tag\/the-holy-spirit\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Holy Spirit<\/a><\/span>. When that happened, all I could say was, \u201cForgive me\u201d and \u201cThank You!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>My pleasure today is to get other people to meet my God, the One who lives inside me\u2014Not to tell about Him, but to show Him\u2014to do the same that the pastor did when I first came to The Universal Church.<\/p>\n<p>We are blessed, and I want for nothing. Before, I wanted material things, and it was hard to get them. Now, I have no desire for them, and they come. We have cars paid off, our house; we want for nothing. My husband and I have a great relationship.<\/p>\n<p>That same challenge I received, I do with you. Perhaps you have happy moments, but you are not happy. You are still empty. I challenge you to do what I did: Come to <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/locations\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Universal Church<\/a><\/span> for at least <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/post\/chain-of-prayer-2\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">90 days<\/a><\/span>, believe and obey what is written in the Bible, and you will see what your life is going to be. Your life is going to <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/category\/life-transformation\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">transform<\/a><\/span>; you have no idea!<\/p>\n<p>So the challenge is made.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u2014Rosana<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"background-color: #f2f8fc;\"><small>DISCLAIMER: The Universal Church advises not to dismiss medical treatment. The prayers, elements, and tools of faith are <strong>not a replacement<\/strong> for medical treatment but a complement\/support to it. Please follow your doctor\u2019s instructions along with using your faith in the Word of God.<\/small><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; I found myself depressed. I was addicted to alcohol, cigarettes, and weed. I also had a lot of hatred towards my stepfather. &nbsp; My father was an alcoholic, so my mother divorced him. Then it was always my mom and three siblings. She decided to get married again, and my stepfather was very violent, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":248,"featured_media":348999,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6063,20],"tags":[282,42,6311,210],"site":[],"class_list":["post-348993","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-life-transformation","category-real-life-stories","tag-addiction","tag-anxiety","tag-panic-attacks","tag-testimony"],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/348993","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/248"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=348993"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/348993\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":350080,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/348993\/revisions\/350080"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/348999"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=348993"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=348993"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=348993"},{"taxonomy":"site","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/site?post=348993"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}