{"id":341894,"date":"2024-08-29T11:12:40","date_gmt":"2024-08-29T15:12:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/?p=341894"},"modified":"2024-08-30T20:43:56","modified_gmt":"2024-08-31T00:43:56","slug":"i-couldnt-sleep-or-do-anything-unless-i-drank","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/post\/i-couldnt-sleep-or-do-anything-unless-i-drank\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cI Couldn\u2019t Sleep or Do Anything Unless I Drank\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was in an abusive relationship. One boyfriend I had. He tried to kill me. And when he came to my house, I was coming down the block, going to the store, and he saw me, and he just pulled out the gun, and I just started running because I was with my friends. And I just started running. And basically, they thought I was running with a bullet in my back because of how close it was.<\/p>\n<p>I had a good childhood. My mother is a nurse. She always had 2 or 3 jobs. My father was addicted to heroin. So that led my mother to have to work. She was a single parent. It didn&#8217;t work out with her and my father, obviously, because he was a heroin addict.<\/p>\n<p>So, we eventually had a stepfather, and he was abusive. He beat me so badly one time I had bruises and black eyes. And then, my mother put him out.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-341914 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA1-300x222.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cI Couldn\u2019t Sleep or Do Anything Unless I Drank\u201d\u2014Read Azalea's Impactful Story\" width=\"230\" height=\"170\" srcset=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA1-300x222.jpg 300w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA1-1024x759.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA1-768x570.jpg 768w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA1-318x236.jpg 318w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA1.jpg 1126w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 230px) 100vw, 230px\" \/>When I was in fifth grade, that&#8217;s when I had my first cigarette. And in junior high school, I had my first drink, my first 40-ounce. I didn&#8217;t start with drinking liquor. I started with beer. I would say that&#8217;s what turned me on to drinking. I drank every day, all the time. It became a habit. It was something I had to have. As soon as I got off work, I would go straight to the bars to hang out every day, all night, and then get up for work the next morning.<\/p>\n<p>I had sniffed coke a few times. I did ecstasy a few times. After I had kids, I didn&#8217;t stop drinking. I really couldn&#8217;t sleep or do anything unless I drank. I was depressed and couldn&#8217;t be alone. I had no self-esteem. I needed something, and I didn&#8217;t know what it was. I didn&#8217;t know what I needed.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-341915 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA30-2-300x169.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cI Couldn\u2019t Sleep or Do Anything Unless I Drank\u201d\u2014Read Azalea's Impactful Story\" width=\"258\" height=\"145\" srcset=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA30-2-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA30-2-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA30-2-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA30-2-1536x864.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA30-2-318x179.jpg 318w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA30-2.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 258px) 100vw, 258px\" \/>My brother came to <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/locations\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Universal Church<\/a><\/span> first. I saw how he changed. He was doing things differently, and at that point, I had already decided I wanted to change. I wanted to come to God. I was trying to find a church, and he told me about The Universal Church.<\/p>\n<p>The first time I came to <a href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/locations\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">The Universal Church<\/a>, I knew I was home. I&#8217;ve been to a lot of churches. What made me stay is that the pastor was honest. He didn&#8217;t tell me what I wanted to hear to make me stay or to tithe in that church. He told me what I needed to hear to progress spiritually.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-341916 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA20-2-300x169.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cI Couldn\u2019t Sleep or Do Anything Unless I Drank\u201d\u2014Read Azalea's Impactful Story\" width=\"310\" height=\"174\" srcset=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA20-2-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA20-2-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA20-2-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA20-2-1536x864.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA20-2-318x179.jpg 318w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA20-2.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 310px) 100vw, 310px\" \/>I surrendered everything to God, meaning myself. I&#8217;ve even put my children to the side and put God first. So once I put God ahead of my children, then that&#8217;s when I received the Holy Spirit.<\/p>\n<p>I no longer have any more addictions to alcohol or anything. I don&#8217;t do any drugs. I don&#8217;t do anything anymore. I&#8217;ve been alcohol-free for three years now. Depression? No. Before, I couldn&#8217;t be alone, but now, I push the kids out the door.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-341917 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA0-e1724953065381-300x178.jpg\" alt=\"\u201cI Couldn\u2019t Sleep or Do Anything Unless I Drank\u201d\u2014Read Azalea's Impactful Story\" width=\"183\" height=\"109\" srcset=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA0-e1724953065381-300x178.jpg 300w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA0-e1724953065381-1024x609.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA0-e1724953065381-768x457.jpg 768w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA0-e1724953065381-1536x914.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA0-e1724953065381-318x189.jpg 318w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2024\/08\/1022-TRLV-Azalea-Laramore-GA0-e1724953065381.jpg 1817w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 183px) 100vw, 183px\" \/>Azalea today is a lot nicer and friendlier. I&#8217;m a better mother, a better friend. Now, my kids and I have a good relationship. My kids come to talk to me about everything. I speak to them about everything. My daughter is a volunteer assistant in the church now. My son is an auxiliary pastor in training. God has blessed my family tremendously.<\/p>\n<p>Now, all I want to do is save souls. I want people to experience what I have. I want them to experience what I&#8217;m going through, and receiving the Holy Spirit is the most important.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u2014Azalea Latimore<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was in an abusive relationship. One boyfriend I had. He tried to kill me. And when he came to my house, I was coming down the block, going to the store, and he saw me, and he just pulled out the gun, and I just started running because I was with my friends. 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