{"id":339976,"date":"2023-12-18T17:08:05","date_gmt":"2023-12-18T22:08:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/?p=339976"},"modified":"2023-12-18T17:08:05","modified_gmt":"2023-12-18T22:08:05","slug":"when-i-was-11-years-old-i-started-having-depression","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/post\/when-i-was-11-years-old-i-started-having-depression\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;When I Was 11 Years Old, I Started Having Depression&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-339978 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2023\/12\/Screenshot-2023-12-18-at-3.47.02-PM-300x241.png\" alt=\"Hazel\" width=\"192\" height=\"155\" srcset=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2023\/12\/Screenshot-2023-12-18-at-3.47.02-PM-300x241.png 300w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2023\/12\/Screenshot-2023-12-18-at-3.47.02-PM-318x255.png 318w, https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/8\/2023\/12\/Screenshot-2023-12-18-at-3.47.02-PM.png 564w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 192px) 100vw, 192px\" \/>\u201cWhen I was 11 years old, I started having depression. I started feeling very sad and very lonely, and there was nothing that could take that away. I would sleep all day and try to distract myself, but nothing caught my attention.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\">As I got older, that depression only grew worse because of the problems at home. My mother and I had a lot of problems. We would constantly fight, and it got to the point where we could not be in the same room together.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\">The situation at home made me very bitter, and I felt lonely. At night, I could not go to sleep because of spiritual problems. I would see and hear things in my room that were not there.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\">One of my friends invited me to do drugs, and I started smoking marijuana. Marijuana soon became my outlet. My addiction was the only way to give me some relief. Throughout the whole day, at school, and night, when I tried to go to sleep, I was always high.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\">Aside from my spiritual problems, I started having sentimental problems. I always jumped from one relationship to another, and nothing worked out. That made me feel like there was no way out for me.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\">My mother got invited to <strong><a style=\"color: #003366;\" href=\"https:\/\/universalchurchusa.org\/en\/locations\/\">The Universal Church<\/a><\/strong>. First, she started to change, which made me go. I started obeying what the man of God would say and seeing the changes in my life. I began to be more involved in the things of the church and in the youth group.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\">It was a Sunday morning, and we were seeking the Holy Spirit. I decided to give my life entirely to God, and that\u2019s when I received the Holy Spirit. From that day, I knew I had found what I had been looking for my whole life, and my life has been different ever since.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400; color: #003366;\">Today, I am free from depression and free from drugs. My strength comes from God and through the Holy Spirit. My life has been completely transformed,\u201d says Hazel.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhen I was 11 years old, I started having depression. I started feeling very sad and very lonely, and there was nothing that could take that away. I would sleep all day and try to distract myself, but nothing caught my attention. 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